Today was hectic at work...my pile seemed to be never ending and would just get bigger and bigger. Dragon lady (my boss) was on my case today. I know I make mistakes and I own up to them but its frustrating when I ask questions she give me attitude or makes me feel guilty. Thats one of the main reasons why I mess up is because I get so nervous when I ask her questions. I have anxiety/stress every time I see, hear, or get e-mails from her. She makes me feel less confident about my job and thats not a good thing. I came home crying to my mother and just explaining how I felt. She wasn't very sympathetic because I made the mistakes and she said be more careful. Which is quite true. But I just feel like my boss not only belittles me but also makes me feel shitty. She doesn't treat any other person like that..in fact its quite opposite- she's really friendly towards other people. I need to stop complaining!!
I went on a date tonight with Erick aka Peace Corp guy. Really nice and we hit it off...at times there were awkward pauses and quiet stares. Super cute, friendly, preppy, and really nice. However, at one point he turned me off. I don't want to get married anytime soon but, he was like I don't wnat to meet the girl of my dreams right now. And its like oh wow...and I agreed with him to an extent. I don't want to get married till im like 28. But still isn't that weird?? Overall, great time and he asked for a second date. He asked me if I was seeing anyone else and I was truthful and said yes I am. And his response was "am I gonna have to take him out?
Going on another date on Wednesday (OAR guy)
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