long time

Woo! It's been a while since I last updated...did you miss me??

Clearly :) you have...well don't fret my lovelys I have plenty to update.

So first off- My new roommate is amazing! We get along so well and we've decided to move in together woo!! Exciting right? Life's kinda funny to be quite honest. Before I moved to New York I really didn't have that many friends nor did I know that many people. But since I've moved here I've put myself out there and really tried. I have been so blessed to have lived with three amazing girls. Each one of them has taught different things about life. I am so grateful to know them!

I was deadly ill all day yesterday. No clue what was wrong with me because the day before I was healthy like a mule. Then BAM Wednesday morning fever, chills, body aches, etc. I still pushed through and went into work..I lasted for oh about 30 minutes before telling the dragon lady I had to go home. She was really kind and very persistent for me to go. I was quite shocked..even though we had a lot of work to do. Before I left I told her where I had left off for work and she said she would do the rest. Again another shocker. I slept all day and went to the doctors. Literally I got out of bed for two things: bathroom and food. I don't think I've ever slept this much before...not even in college.

Mark and I have been texting more and more frequent. He's a really nice guy and I finally had a break through with him! He got my jokes/sarcasm. Sheesh finally right?? Took him long enough..and he keeps priding himself on being such a nice guy. But I keep teasing him and saying you a mean guy...still has a lot to learn. I told my mother about him obviously not how we know each other. She would have a heart attack kidding me?? Well, first thing she said how old is he and what does he do for a living. When I answered all three questions she said he's too mature for you and you guys aren't on the same page. I can totally understand that...here is a guy who is established, stable and is living on his one. Me? I have two roommates, unstable, new to the city, and trying to figure out what I want to do in life. But we both enjoy each others company and he is entertaining hahaha!!

This brings me to another point age- So this guy messaged me and we chatted briefly..we agreed to do a date. He is quite good looking and established as well. HOWEVER- he is 33 years old. That is 10 years older than I am. My friend is dating a guy that is 36 years old and she is so in love with him. She is one of my best friends and always said to me age is just a number. I don't know if I can get past it...Is age just really a number? To me I feel like this guy and I are on two separate pages in life! I mean Mark is 27 which is a 5 year difference...but this guy is a 10 years difference! I know I shouldn't be thinking like thist but when he was 20 I was only 10 years old...in the 4th grade!!! Creepy right? But then Andrea Tutu brought up two good points her grandparents are 11 years a part and were married for 40+ years, and she said when he's 80 your 70. That doesn't seem too bad right? I guess I shouldn't think in the past? Well, I did my leap of faith and agreed to do dinner with him on Saturday. Hey it can be a free meal and a good story right?

Well, I went back to work today. Guess what? Dragon lady didn't do what she said she was going to do! I was beyond swamped since I missed a day of work and today was busy as well. So double the amount. Errrr..it's ok life goes on and my health is much more important. I have chosen what my summer Fridays will be used for! I can't wait for summer because it will not only be dress season butttt warmer weather!! New York feels like winter again brrrr!