First Time

So this is my first entry as a blogger. Well, I guess I should just cut to the chase and not bullshit around.

As a recent newbie to New York I've realized how lonely it can be. I've tried putting myself out there with my friends and their friends. But in such a large city one can get lost in the commotion of it all. I don't want to rely on my friends because I want to branch out and meet my own. I guess thats where my independence comes into play. I miss all of my friends and family down South. At times I second guess my decision to moving to New York. Am I happy? Do I think I'd be happier back home? Do I regret this? Am I being ridiculous? Everyday is a different answer to those questions...I wish someone would have told me how hard it was in New York. But one thing for certain- I don't regret moving up here. I guess its all a part of growing up. I know it will take time and I just have to learn how to be patient.

How long do I have to be patient for? Three months? Six months? A YEAR?!

I've been really proactive and trying to keep a positive attitude. I'm not a really religious person so I've been going to church..do I believe in everything they say hell no! I just enjoy listening to the sermon and its nice to have some sort of routine/structure in my life. Today's passage was about Joy three key points (what is joy, how joy is different for christians, and where to find it). It was a hit! You have to go through suffering and pain to really appreciate the joy around your life. Thats what makes it special. I guess you have to take the good and bad right? Its a balance.

I also joined Meetup.com- which is a website for people to meet up and share their hobbies with others. I haven't gone to any of the meetings yet..but I am and will! I've signed up to do movies and such. So we will see.

Now this is the juicy part- So not only have I decided to write a blog BUT I have decided to join match.com! Gah...that is so not me either! I am doing this for entertainment purposes..and I'm not gonna like maybe I'll get a good couple of dates out of it. I am not having any high expectations...nor will I say what my user name is. I hope to share my experience with everyone about this.

This entry is about first time for everything....Do you remember your first time kissing a guy? Or maybe your first boyfriend? What about your first best friend?

Looking back I feel so old...My first kiss wasn't till high school!! Wowza...and my first boyfriend? ahhh good ole smitty silverburg ;) and my best friend Andrea Tutu.

Hope you will enjoy reading this blog!!